Egoismo

Creo que igual he sido un poco egoista por no escribir nada. Pero netamente no se me siento rara escribiendo, pues casi siempre que les escribo les relato de lo que me ha acontecido y casi siempre siempre son mis anecdotitas relacionadas con el desamor. Y pues aunque la neta me enfada el desamor. yaaa estoy consciente y segurisima que mi destino por lo pronto es hacer otras cosas, y entretenerme en otras cosas que andar pensando en hombres equis para llegar AMAR,. Y sii netamente creo esto ultimo. El semestre llega a su fin y al parecer las clases pues estan pasando medio bien, creo que hay 2 clases en las que pasare con C, quizas otras 2 o 3 en las que pase con B, y la ultima pues francamente no se pero se que A no, ni con el ensayo que acabo de hacer, sooo les posteare el ensayo que hize para mi clase de baile. Hoy es el final de la clase y pues es una coreografia de equipo solo dura 3 minutos con 3 segundos tengo nervios como siempre pero hay una parte en la que me toca en frente y francamente no me se cierto movimiento y como no estare frente al espejo para verme estoy pensando seriamente si en lugar de irme para enfrente decido por irme hacia atras y asi pues copiar a las compañeritas, o si quedarme donde me toca e improvisar como dijo mi hermana. Hmmm espero que despues del estiramiento podamos ensayarlo una vez mas, y asi pues no sentirme tan perdida,. espero. jeje bueno aqui les dejo el ensayo esta ingles asi que a ver si le entienden:

Performances
10th Annual District Dance Concert 2007
End of Session “Castle Park High School”

The both performances that I went to were not professional but were performed by high school students. The reason I went to these two events is because my younger sister Eztefania Zaray Zavala danced for them. She is not a professional but she knows what she’s doing, she likes it and it’s mainly her passion, at least that’s what she says, she states that dancing is her vocation. If I say that it is her passion I say it because I can infer it because I’ve seen how she put’s all her effort in her dance class, and how she always stays after classes so she can rehearse on a particular choreography that’s she is going to present.
Mainly the choreographies that were presented showed much of the exercises that we have seen and done throughout the semester. From turns, to chasee’s, flip over’s, slides, and mainly just that. When I saw all these moves, I was surprised since they are beginners (just like me), but I thought that they would have other moves that would be easier since they are at high school level. But no, they were over or at the same level as me. And in a sort of way I felt a bit intimidated to see how younger people have more ability, and flexibility to move. Overall this I think it’s mainly if they have the vibe or if it is just their passion, or just the spirit of it, of dancing because they can feel it in their skins and in their souls.
One thing I know for sure is that I would like people to observe if I danced good, but I know I don’t I mainly have to left foots or however it is said to use this phrase. While I was observing my sister dance I felt very calm because she did not mess up, she did the correct thing or moves in this case well that is what it looked for me. While I was doing the other observation I felt intrigued because there were some moves that I did not expect how from something that seems very calm and light how it can be turned over to something aggressive and fiercely. What I most perceived of the dancers while I was watching them was the amount of passion they were dancing with and how they were making there moves without feeling a bit intimidated or nervous, I guess that in the moment you are on stage and you feel the comfort, the good vibe and in other words the confidence that we inspire them all the nervousness just go away.
I would definitely go to watch a performance of any kind, I very much enjoy other people dancing I mainly like observing their movements done with great passion. I think that dancers have this way to expressing to other people how they feel about the world or just to express how they feel about their life in that particular moment.

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Ahh por cierto el fin de semana, fuimos al porky's Lace, Bibi, Angel, Mario y un amigo de ellos Marco. Estuvo bien, el ambiente estuvo so so, habia demasiadas escenas sexotas, sooo bluuuu, Lace se beso con un tipo cute, Bibi se agarro de pareja a Marco, habia muchos freaks guapos, yo queria ver si podia encontrarme con Enrique pero nel. Y pues a mi no me toco nadie, pues porque eso ya esta lejos de mi, al menos eso es lo que pienso. A ver que. :~)

Ahh y fui a una entrevista de trabajo de entrevistas de vuelta creo que es algo mio, jeje solo que estas entrevistas son relacionadas de acuerdo a la politica, espero si sean divertidas y amenas. Todo es aceptable mientras sea trabajo.